The Gracie Pearlpeace★

Sigh... Gak panjang2 I just wanna say I'm envious and I'm very jealous. I mean if they genuinely don't wanna celebrate my birthday or giving surprise it's fine.  Just say busy or whatever.

Verse 1 Aku yang sekarang tak ingin lagi menjadi kuat Aku yang selalu menjaga hatiku dengan tembok yang diruntuhkan dalam semalam. Aku merasakan rasa sakit dari patah hati, dulu ku tak bisa kabur, kini ku punya pilihan.  Ingin menjadi gadis cengeng yang suka kabur.  Ku ingin berlari menjauh, dari hal-hal yang menyedihkan.  Reff: Tolong biarkan ku kabur, ku tak mau menghadapi skenario ini.  Sudah bertahun-tahun lamanya aku menjaga hidupku.  Sia-sia karena cinta.  Tolong biarkan ku sendiri, menjauhi kerumunan.  Di tengah musim hujan, air mataku berlinang, mengisyaratkan hati ku yang remuk. Verse 2 Aku yang sekarang berdiri ditengah kalian berdua. Meski dunia ini ramai, tapi diruangan ini kehadiran kalian sangat menyesakkan. Aku merasakan hebatnya rasa cemburu, dulu ku tak bisa menang, kini pun ku tak bisa. Ingin menjadi gadis pengecut, kabur dari realita. Ku ingin merlari pulang, dengan jantung ku yang berdegup kencang. Reff : Tolong biarkan ku kabur, ku...

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It first came from a lonely dream Of having the things we wanted the most A simple happiness amidst storm A company, a dear friend Two souls with same dream met In time we get together we're doing so great It was so simple yet cruel Separated so far we wished each others eyes We're lonely for so long until at sometime Our path detached. Seeing the you now looking so lost How far have you left your little old self? Purer than mine yet now you're in the dark alley While I'm here seeing you fall even depeer Yet you don't even feel lost and that is just sad. That dream were now fulfilled Just not on the terms we think it should be. From my side of the story I found my place, the place I'm so grateful Imperfect yet so imperfectly perfect A place I can actually grow up to be a better adult And when you're here I want you to have all the best things I have From your side of the story You prolly have tasted the love you're longing for Looks perfect yet so destru...

You're not the same person I used to know You're a complete stranger.  You've changed so much.  Not better but worse...  You say you hated your own country You hate how you look You hate everything in the world Even hate yourself You only love money, you only want love You'd do everything but actually nothing right to get the attention.  You know what you actually need?  You need to change your mindset. Stop blaming how this world's working It has always been like this ever since then Why other girls are prettier?  It's because the have the confidence that you don't have, no matter how ugly the truth is you would never be satisfied.  It's you who are wrong, I tried to lead you to the right path but you keep running away, your own fear controling your mind and now look at you.  You're ruined by your own life choices, see what I told you.  Well darling now look at you just look at you.  I know that confidence in you now are fake, that's ju...

In your eyes I only know how to play games All my life revolve around the internet All you know is that I'm not worth your time Nagging and acting like a child And on your mind she's the perfect girl you've always dreaming 'bout Oh holy shit how she couldn't be compared to me, the girl that only knows how to play games I'm jealous, at how you act so indifferently at me It honestly crush my ego, since I always know my worth Only you and your presence alone makes me feel so small yet so strong, since you don't know what I've been dealing with all of this time.  I dunno about her, she's a new girl in my life, she said she used to live here, but here you met me first. Then her.  I don't know why I feel this way, I don't like you anymore, but the fact that I still write about you and remember all the odd detiles about you, tells me that I'm still into you.  And I hate the fact that it was true so I guess my ego got hurt double as it counts.  I...