Lyrics from Album - PROBLEM-ANTICS by G.Pearlpeace (or to put it simple ME!✨)

Song-list

1. Troublemaker

2. Night on Summer (On-process)

3. Non-Chalant-Ly (On-Process)

4. Another One

5. I Hate It All About You

6. I Own My Own Heart (On-process)

7. Imperfectly Perfect

8. Bitterly Sweet

9. Crush

10. Confession

1. Troublemaker

Verse 1

Honey honey in this fucked up world 

Lemme tell ya don't be kind.

That's a new crime and sin.

Trust me you'll get trouble if you're one of 'em.

Innocence, honesty, and genuine are on the highest bounty.

If you're naive then your time to die is expected near.

Bridge 

Oh dear i know it's such a shame.

But your kindness is too precious.

Just sell it somewhere else safe.

Reff:

If trying to give your best means troublemaker

Then let me ruin this whole world and be number one on hit list.

If standing on your ground means rebellious

Then lemme step on your ego and make it a rad scene you'll always cherish.

Troublemaker

Troublemaker 

Troublemaker yeah!

Verse 2

Troublemaker is my middle name

But I like to make it my whole personality and lifestyle.

One day without being a rebels feels like dying.

So please darling feed me more of your emotions.

Bridge

Oh dear I'm not here to soothe your ego 

If you're wrong then be wrong

If you're problematic then so be it.

Don't bring kindness as if you had one.

Reff:

If trying to give your best means troublemaker

Then let me ruin this whole world and be number one on hit list.

If standing on your ground means rebellious

Then lemme step on your ego and make it a rad scene you'll always cherish.

Troublemaker

Troublemaker 

Rad scene

Tad scene 

Bad dream

This world doesn't revolve around those who are right 

It's a shame that becomes a new pride

Precious gem of kindness who are being gambled away for who dies first.

You better turn your naive self into awareness.

Reff:

If trying to give your best means troublemaker

Then let me ruin this whole world and be number one on hit list.

If standing on your ground means rebellious

Then lemme step on your ego and make it a rad scene you'll always cherish.

Troublemaker

Troublemaker 

Yeah yeah!

2. Night on Summer

"The vibes I'm trying to make is the feeling of overwhelmed and you sit on top the roof on summer's night, no clouds at the sky, and cold night no wind, all stars and tears... It's still on going hopefully I can finish it quick haha, but here's a glimpse for the lyrics I wrote so far..."

On a night with the crickets chirpin'

Without a warm wind blowin' my hair

And the sad song I play on repeat

Help me feel it deeper.

When the tears has run out

And the pain on me throat burns trough my chest

Feel like I screaming out but I had to shut it down

Lately-

"Okay that's it :'D"

3. Non-Chalant-Ly

"Rencana mau bikin pake bahasa indonesia, tapii hahaha sek gatau atau mau ku campur inggris biar agak gaul vibesnya... Anyway liriknya udah kebuat cuman ku hapus, kurnag sreg.... Jadi masih judul, ada kemungkinan judul ku ubah or sederhananya lagu ini ku hapus ganti yang baru yang out of Nonchalantly vibes :V gatau liat aja sih."

4. Another One

"Vibesnya heartbreak and Unrequited love after you're an adult... Can't be naive. But still same hard to let go."

Verse 1

It was a common day around the years

Another problems coming one another

And amidst it all you came like a freezing ice.

Cooling every overheated head from the dilemmas.

You've been around me quite some time.

But these feelings came out of nowhere.

I think to myself that I shouldn't let this happen

Since I know this isn't the one.

Reff:

Just another one from I don't know how many heartbreaks.

Another Unrequited love since I know I'm not ready

You didn't see me as a perfect ready to go girl

But instead the complicated high maintenance one

I just hope I find the love that I deserve

Verse 2

Even I know I deserve some real love

I just know it didn't come from you

You must be looking for someone who is ready to settle

Since you're past the age where romance drama is included

I know I should've known better

But yet still here I am hoping you notice

You are the person who I'm looking 

And been seeing for quite a while

Reff:

Just another one from I don't know how many heart breaks.

Another Unrequited love since I know I'm not ready

You didn't see me as a perfect ready to go girl

But instead the complicated high maintenance one

I just hope you find the love that you deserve

Bridge :

That girl is pretty, yes she is

That girl is graceful, yes she is

That girl is smart, oh yes she is

That girl is patient, and yes she is!

Reff:

Just another one from I don't know how many heart breaks.

Another Unrequited love since I know I'm not ready

You didn't see me as a perfect ready to go girl

But instead the complicated high maintenance one

I just hope you are the love that I deserve

I just hope I am the love that you deserve 

I just hope we deserve each other's love

I just hope I could moving on!

Ou wooh ou wooh oh oh oooh

This is just another one

And I should've known better

I shouldn't have let this happened

Now how am I supposed to see you

While everytime I look at you I fall again.

5. I Hate It All About You

"Galau versi Max! I just don't know I didn't find any words to perfectly explain so just read it... And feel it yourself"

Reff:

I hate the fact that I had to cry an ocean tears after spending time faking I was having fun

I hate that now I'm not that naive girl who once broke her own mood while everybody is cheering for the fun.

Is it really that okay to enjoy loneliness at best?

Is this what adulting is really all about?

Chorus

Being broken many many times

I've lost count all along

I don't know what's good or what's bad

Sometimes I just do whatever that doesn't hurt me

Even if means hurting others.

But falling in love is different case

I used to say "I would stop" but here I am

Falling with someone who is not on my era

The someone who's looking for peace

Now I'm hurting myself 'cause I ain't gonna let him go.

He once said "Don't go"

Then "Would you still come?"

And even drowning me in his words or sentence whatever.

It used to feel like rain in the rainy season and sun in the summer, so used to it, it doesn't feel anything special.

But after this feelings are here

Everything changing in the blink of an eye.

Reff :

I hate the fact that I had to cry an ocean tears after spending time faking I was having fun

I hate that now I'm not that naive girl who once broke her own mood while everybody is cheering for the fun.

I hate it now that I had to fall in love with someone I knew so well the pieces doesn't fit.

I hate everything that has been recorded in my timeline there's always him everywhere, anywhere, and anytime.

I don't wanna fall in love.

But I do still wanna fall in love

But not like this

Not when the scenario are all the same ending.

I'm so tired to try

The time is never right

The person's not right 

The moments not right 

Sometimes I just wanna force it all

But everything that I get is error

And crying can't be added since my brain is malfunction from all the overheat by being an adult itself.

Thinking about myself feels like it needs two people to do it.

Yet at the same time I had to think about the other.

And it oh so tiresome!

I just wanna be loved...

The way the wind blows slow

I just wanna be loved...

The way the ocean calms

And I just wanna be loved...

In more subtle and gentle way.

I hate it all about you...

I hate it all the fact that I love you so much

I hate it all this feeling's hurting me

I hate it all....

I love you.

6. I Own My Own Heart

"Perasaan free (sebentar) waktu kamu realise your worth, perasaan ketika kamu menemukan dirimu lagi setelah kehilangan arah karena suka sama orang yang salah. Belum jadi soalnya aku belum sampek fase ini :')... Udah kebuat dikir sih... Tapi belum jadi."

After a long suffering from broken pain

Now I finally see how far lost I am

The smile that's worth a thousand diamonds

The one that I used to hate since it's only smile if someone mentioned your name

And now it's gone, both you and the pain of loving you

Oh how freely it feels right now

Have fun with your new crush, I hope it crush your heart too (yeah I like it nice and fair)

No need to wait for one man to feed me with attention

If I could attract a millions of people to cheer and even support me

Unlike Diana to Charles, I'm not that naive

Reff:

Throw myself into the pool of spotlights 

I shine brighter on top of everything

My smile now bless people who truly deserve it

Bye love, now I like me!

How could I lose a beautiful pearl like me

Just for a loser who can't even get a grip on his own life

"Udah... Soalnya belum jadi, masih banyak yang aku harus ubah2..."

7. Imperfectly Perfect 

"Tentang... Apa gatau baca sendiri."

They say love is when you're changing for the better. For them.

They say love is not changing other to your fit.

Love is changing you.

So now I feel so Imperfect compared to him

I were all good and perfect and fine

But one thing makes me less suitable for him is that

Reff :

He's gentle, he's patience, and he's oh so imperfectly perfect

The way he back down and let me win only to see me smile

The way his eyes lock onto me while guitarin' and I'm the singer

The way he's so worried over the smallest thing about me.

His caring and kindess feels so strange for me since all I know is the pain of being discharged.

They say oh he was being kind not really into you

They say I was the only one feeling too much about him.

But what if the story were...

He never seen done any of that to anyone but me?

Yet somehow falling in love with him feels so illegal because 

Reff :

He's gentle, he's patience, and he's oh so imperfectly perfect

The way he treat everyone equally and never let them feel alone

The way his small gesture is so subtle you never know if it was real

The way he care about his surroundings while being surrounded

His caring and kindess feels so painfull for me since all I believe is I'm only special for him but it wasn't.

Bridge:

I wanna change myself to suit him better

But looks like someone else already fit his piece

And now I'm like a wrecked puzzle didn't even fit my own piece

This feels new, usually I'm the perfect fit but now I'm the wrecked piece and I'm lost while I'm still figuring you out.

So baby please...

Reff :

Don't be gentle, don't be patience, and oh you're so imperfectly perfect

The way you treat me so nice please stop it's hurting me

The way your small and subtle gesture feels like a cut in the flesh

The way your words never meant anything anymore now

Your caring and kindess don't show it the slightest since all I believe now is that it's just casualties.

Oh baby you're so bitterly sweet.

8. Bitterly Sweet

"A sequel yes hahahaha... Oh sedikit info aku gak punya alergi apapun termasuk kacang2an tapi aku punya gerd jadi Caffeine buat aku itu kayak racun mematikan, bisa masuk IGD kalo minum atau makan apapun yang mengandung caffeine. Kenapa kok aku kasi info ini? Biar waktu kalian baca liriknya kalian bakal lebih ngerasain... Sesuatu yang tidak ada hubungannya untuk menyakitimu bisa berakhir menyakitkan, dan sesuatu yang biasanya hampir membunuhmu malah jadi pelarian untuk menyelamatkan mu dari rasa "alergi" dari hal yang sebenernya baik2 aja.

Ini salah satu dari ada 3 lirik lagu yang bener2 perasaanku ini mentah... Se... Sakit itu."

Verse 1

Scrolling through online rants

Where people put on masks to show off their lies

Yours appears but it wasn't a mask

It was a code to future break downs

Hazelnut chocolate so sweet

I wonder is it for you?

Or is it for I don't know who

The sirens alarming loud but I wasn't aware

Reff :

The sweetness of chocolate now hurting my neck

Like the sugar is trying to choke me to death

The bits of hazelnut trigger the alergen in my body

Being save by the taste of caffeine 

The bitterness trying so hard to erase the sweetness

And the next thing remains is the bitter sweet aftertaste

Verse 2

Trying my best to not look at you

I don't want to have any of your attention

I was standing behind you

You must wanted her here instead of me right?

An hours later I can't believe my delusion

Sweet Hazelnut chocolate, green and purple

You give it to her

The sirens alarming loud but it's all too late

Reff :

The sweetness of chocolate now hurting my neck

Like the sugar is trying to choke me to death

The bits of hazelnut trigger the alergen in my body

Being save by the taste of caffeine 

The bitterness trying so hard to erase the sweetness

And the only thing stay is the bitter sweet aftertaste

Bridge :

I can't trust myself for taking care of my own heart

Fall in love after a long time being healed

Now look at what I brought to myself

I shouldn't have let me fall for you

But I ended up did now I can't undo

Reff :

The sweetness of chocolate now hurting my neck

Like the sugar is trying to choke me to death

The bits of hazelnut trigger the alergen in my body

Being save by the taste of caffeine 

The bitterness trying so hard to erase the sweetness

And I'm left here with the bitterly sweet aftertaste

9. Crush

"About the song he put on his profile that I thought was for me, another alarming siren that I ignore..."

"Belum jadi masih ngerangkai kata2nya."

10. Confession

"I decided to not do it. Yes. I think that it's best if we don't confess."

Author's note : Sisanya aku masih ongoing bikin, jujur aja belum ku jadiin lagu jadi bener2 raw masih lirik, kalo nanti lirik udah ready semua aku rekam jadi lagu bakal banyak perubahan tapi perubahan bakal aku buat page vlog sendiri include recordings-nya, masih ada kumpulan lirik dari album "Cloud Columbus" sama "MrArchangel" tapi lagi gak mood ngurusin album lama wkwkwk... Masih galau TwT lagi era album PROBLEM-ANTICS akskskskks

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