No Thoughts just Feelings pt.2
Another mood haha, beberapa lagu yang aku denger berulang kali, karena moment-nya akhir2 ini lagi falling in love, mellow2 cloudy, sama Alt-rock emo gimanaaa gitu
Belum lama ini aku suka sama temen I dunno if I can call him that, kita kenal udah agak lama, cukup lama, awalnya (ah iya cerita dikit background-nya wkwkwk sebelum masuk lirik, because I like telling storyyy :3) itu dia buka tipe ku, manis sih iyaa, dibilang ganteng well so so, cuman yang bikin meleleh itu gentleman-nya dia ARUSGLAUXMWPA ergm... Tapi, haha ada plus ada minus, mulutnya itu loh HIH! Tuajem banget aku sampek kadang itu judeg sendiri, yaa gak salah sih kata2-nya cuman sugar-coat-in dikit gitu, orang mah kalo lagi sensitif kan gak ada yang tau ya kan? The safest place was try not to say it with harsh or blunt words...
Tapi dia nggak, wkwkwk, ya gak salah sih gak semua bisa lembut cuman ya baru kali itu aku ketemu + denger langsung.
So yes! Dari situ udah langsung beku lagi hatiku "Bah tajem amat ni orang." Aku kalo bisa jangan ber-urusan sama orang yang kayak gini bisa2 aku makin down, bukannya jadi insinyur malah jadi insekyurr nanti skksksks
Beberapa kali waktu ngobrol (sama orang lain) pernah ada 1x bahas dia (but we don't say name I just know... It was so obvious) kurang lebih percakapannya gini
A : "Kamu mau ta sama cowok ini? Umurnya deket loh sama kamu, orang e baik, dewasa juga."
B : "Loh nggak kak jangan buat aku, ini loh biat Grace aja kan lebih deket lebih kenal."
Aku yang tau orang yang lagi di omongin ini langsung jawab
G : "Gak! No! Jangan hehe gak cocok sama aku." (HAHAAAA Bisa2-nya aku di comblangin sama dia nono ya gaboleh ππ«΅π»)
Beneran se-alergi itu sama dia... Dulu
Tapi gatau kesambet apa, hmmm 1 bulan yang lalu? (Juni itu kapan? 3 bulan ding wkwkwk)
AKU SUKA SAMA DIA!!? like- WHAT?!
π
Aduh awalnya pingin udah lah enjoy aja rasa suka-nya, toh ya gak mungkin jadi kwkwkw plus waktu itu aku gak melihat ada sindikat saingan lain yang perlu aku khawatirkan so well... Erghhmm hehe ada kemungkinan dia bisa suka sama aku, since we know each other for quite a while now :3
Tapi ya... Jeduwar, one day... Ada anak baru.
And let's just say, she's more compatible.
Aduh campur aduk perasaanku sekarang... Aku bikin 1 album lirik full ngomongin dia (gak sih 3 lagu awal itu bahas struggle di kerjaan sama well ThingsInLife :'D)
Ada 3 fase waktu aku jatuh cinta ini
Love, Jealousy... I haven't reach the Moving On or Letting Him Go phase... Jadi aku kasi 2 lagu yang mewakilkan perasaanku yang 2 dulu ya...
Love Phase
Yang ini di wakilkan sama lagu Season Of Love - Gamma Skies
Tau lagunya udah lama aslinya, lagunya enak slow gitu... Ada short movie dari MSA (channel utup) yang pernah aku tonton pake soundtrack ini sksksks ahhh dulu suka banget nonton romance yang cheesy2 nggilani gitu wkwkwk sekarang aku yang gila sendiri gara2 kisah cinta aneh ku ini π
Ahh kelamaan ini lagunya + liriknya
(Aku kasi yang dari MV short movie-nya :3)
Season of Love - Gamma Skies
[Verse 1]
Beneath the starlit sky, our love's secret line
Like leaves, we soar so high
Beneath the moonlight, soft touch, your hand in mine
Gets me every time
[Verse 2]
Lost in the city lights, our love's electric, right?
You make me feel alive
I know July is gone, you make me feel at home
In the neon glow
[Chorus]
As the leaves change color, I dive into you
When summer's fadin', there's nothin' to do, but
Bask in thΠ΅ glory of the winter sun
Maybe this is thΠ΅ season of love
[Verse]
Beneath an endless night, the world spins around
You're there, ease my mind
Like stars that never die, you and I, we shine
During the darkest times
[Chorus]
As the leaves change color, I dive into you
When summer's fadin', there's nothin' to do, but
Bask in the glory of the winter sun
Maybe this is the season of love
As the leaves change color, I dive into you
When summer's fadin', there's nothin' to do, but
Bask in the glory of the winter sun
Maybe this is the season of love
[Outro]
Maybe this is the season of love
Jealousy Phase
Jeles2 banget ya gak terlalu mendeskripsikan sih, lebih ke... Lagunya pas aja gitu sama apa yang ku rasa-in... Roller coaster pas suka sama seseorang, tapi cemburunya pas liat dia inisiatif deketin cewek lain tuh AHRKSOFGWLAIS
MBUH NYOH LAGU NE
RED - Taylor Swift
[Verse 1]
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all
[Chorus]
Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone (Woah)
Forgetting him was like tryin' to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red (Red, red)
(Red, red)
But loving him was red (Red, red)
(Red, red)
[Verse 2]
Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong
[Chorus]
Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone (Woah)
Forgetting him was like tryin' to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red (Red, red)
Oh, red (Red, red)
Burning red (Red, red)
(Red, red)
[Bridge]
Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible when I still see it all in my head
In burning red
Burning, it was red
[Chorus]
Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone (Woah)
Forgetting him was like tryin' to know somebody you never met
'Cause loving him was red (Red, red)
Yeah, yeah, red (Red, red)
Oh, burning red (Red, red)
(Red, red)
[Post-Chorus]
And that's why he's spinning 'round in my head (Red, red)
Comes back to me, burning red (Red, red)
(Red, red)
Yeah, yeah (Red, red)
[Outro]
His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
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