After Rain

May, I have lost my senses

Summer in June's heat dried me up

Loud cricket on July been bothering my peace

It's such a mess, I'm a mess

September, first rain start pouring down

After the drought you brought upon my heart

River finally flows again, it's so vivid

The cold wind that I've been missing since 2022

I finally back to my senses

Have you feel it? The cold wind after rain.

Realest rain I've felt after long summer with you

There's no sadness only tranquility

It's so peaceful here, and I found myself

Let me get soaked by the rain

I'd rather let myself catch a cold

Than catch another feeling I can't detour

This cold doesn't hurt me, I feel alive

Like a fish longing for the sea

A dramatic hydrangea with it's love for water

Sand and wind, clear sky and sun, no clouds to be seen

You're like the sahara, the only place in this world I can't stand.

You think I can adapt and willing to live as a succulent my whole life.

But I don't think that is the life I want and desire

I don't deserve your drought.

I'm thirsty for love and will die with less of it

You can't keep a fish in a bowl without causing it stress

You can't plant a hydrangea on a dry land

It's never my fault

You just expecting too much on a wrong person

My destiny is to live in water rather than live up to your expectations 

I'm not willing to lose the life I've been fighting for.

Not for love that is drying me from all the tears I shed for a glimpse of love from you.

After rain you're gone, I'll see more and more rain

So let's separate or ways here before you perish from the water this weather will brought upon my world.

-G. Pearlpeace