So Here's An Update of my LIFEEE ARGHHH!!

Aku gak emosi janji aku gak esmosii hmmmmm😊😊😊

Okhay, ini bulan ke... 5, tinggal di Bali. Aku sekarang ada di titik jenuh, jenuh bukan gara-gara kerjaan atau kehidupanku disini, so far I enjoyed it, ya gak perfect tapi it's still better living here than in that old small town. Tapi di bulan ke 5 ini, bulan Juli ini aku dah tertekan banget dengan beberapa kondisi yang datengnya dari keluargaku.

Ceritanya panjang kali lebar, dan aku lagi gak mood buat cerita panjang-panjang. Tapi aku tetep mau ceritain pengalaman pribadiku sama Tuhan.

Jadi ya seperti dari cerita-cerita sebelumnya, hidup di Bali ini Miracle dari Tuhan, awal-awal aku masih menerapkan "Masalah apapun yang terjadi di Bali, Tuhan ijinkan dan Tuhan gak tinggalin kita sendirian di tengah-tengah badai itu", tapi kondisi makin kesini makin bikin punggungku terasa remuk, dan aku mulai dekat di titik jenuh lagi.

Kemarin (tanggal 13 Juli 2026) sewaktu pulang kerja aku sempetin buat menikmati udara yang KENCENG banget sambil nungguin mas-mas ojol yang lagi OTW, selagi nunggu aku bisa di bilang ngelamun, di tengah-tengah lamunanku aku inget-inget lagi masa-masa awal kepindahanku ke Bali, all off God's miracles, di titik jenuh ini sebenernya gak berbeda dari titik-titik awal aku di Bali, bahkan jauh sebelum aku pindah ke Bali. Aku sudah sering ngalamin titik jenuh, tapi sekarang, aku sudah menyadari kalau aku tuh punya Tuhan yang udah berkali-kali nolong aku. Nah mas ojolnya dateng.

Di perjalanan ada lagu baru yang muncul di otakku, lirik awal yang terus-terusan berputar di kepalaku itu bagian From when the sun wakes up to the moon sleep apa gimanaaa gitu pokoknya berputar area situ, sampek pelan-pelan aku tatain lagi liriknya sampek kebikin 1 bait

"And when from the sun arise to the moon's asleep

You know He's always by your side."

Gitu terus muter disitu, sampek nyampek di kosan aku buru-buru masuk kamar buat rekam nada + liriknya yang udah jadi itu biar gak kelupaan, dan akhirnya bagian pertama yang udah clear adalah bagian reff.

pelan2 lanjut aku bikin bagian Verse1 & bridge saaaammmpe lagunya bener-bener jadi.

nih ku taruh liriknya di bawah

From Sun to Moon - G. Pearlpeace

Verse1

Remember again when you feel lost

About how you get here

It was never about what you've done but what He does.

Bridges

So when when the wind feels heavy

And the tears won't runnin' out

Just look up to sky and remember this

Reff

From when the storm appears to the peaceful wind

You know He never left your side

From when your laughter loud to the tears drying

You know oh you know He's always there

And when from the sun arise to the moon's asleep

You know He's always by your side

Verse2

Remember again when you feel lost

About all the things He has done to you

You know he always be there with little things you've forgot. 

Bridges

So when the weight is heavy

And you can't stand up straight

Just look up to sky and remember this

Reff

From when the storm appears to the peaceful wind

You know He never left your side

From when your laughter loud to the tears drying

You know oh you know He's always there

And when from the sun arise to the moon's asleep

You know He's always by your side

Bridges

And when your weight is crushing you

And your friends won't understand

And when the words can't explain

And the tears starts hurting you

Just lock your door and seek Him

Reff

From when the storm appears to the peaceful wind

You know He never left your side

From when your laughter loud to the tears drying

You know oh you know He's always there

And when from the sun arise to the moon's asleep

You know He's always by your side

Ending

And when from the sun arise to the moon's asleep

You know He's always by your side

And you know He never left your side...

Setelah lirik dan nada jadi, rekaman jadi, waktu aku nyanyiin full gak kerasa aku nangis :')

Nanti aku upload lagi buat file MP3-nya, rekaman suaraku doang sih, soalnya gabisa main musik :')

Dah segini dulu uploadku, tataahhh